Today, March 30th, is the day our first baby boy was born. Happy 5th Birthday Dalton James Holub! Mommy and Daddy miss you SO much. We love you, we miss you and not a day goes by that we don't think of you sweet boy.
So much is lost in losing a child. A piece of our heart torn, we try and mend it but things just aren't ever how they could be, how they should have been. We often talk and wonder about who Dalton would be today? Would he be like Dylan, would they be similar being brothers or would they be different? Would they still resemble each other as they did at birth? We miss our little man terribly. Not a day is taken for granted, no tomorrow is guaranteed. Today we remember our short time with our little buddy. We celebrate his life, although too short we celebrate the most wonderful gift God first gave to Brad and I, our first born child.
To say that we have changed thru the loss of a child is an understatement. Our life has grown, our marriage has grown, we are tough, we were lost and we have been found. There is something very special about children, our children....God's children. We have been blessed, we are blessed to be Dalton's mommy and daddy. He is and always will be our first little miracle, taken away from us all too soon, he will never be forgotten.
We are stronger people Dalton because of what you have taught us and continue to teach us about life, about love, about each other about the gifts that the good lord has given to us. Although we do not understand why you were taken from us so soon... we fully understand your life, that lives on, thru your brother and sister. We love you little buddy SO much, more than words can say. Please Dalton, never ever forget how much we love you, how much we miss you and how much you, little buddy, were the very first symbol of your Daddy and I's love. We know you are running and playing and sitting on Grandpa and Grandma Kinney and Grandpa Holub's lap, they are taking great care of you little man. We miss you SO much and we want you to have the most wonderful birthday ever. We can't believe you are already 5 years old today! We love you Dalton James, Happy Birthday little man. Please watch over and protect us and continue to be our guardian angel. Protect your brother and sister and whisper good thoughts and advice in their ear, protect them every day of their life. We feel you, we know you are here, around us whispering in our ear. We miss you, we want to snuggle you and kiss you and run and play with you and laugh with you. We wish you were here, with us, your family. You will always be with us in spirit, the fresh air we breathe, the sunshine twinkling in our eyes, the brightest star we see in the night's sky. You will always be with us, you ARE always with us....
Happy 5th Birthday Dalton, you live in our memory and will continue to live in our memory every single day of our life! xo xo xo xo
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